Words are not enough...

It's annoying when you ask me if I'm okay or not. I will always say "I'm okay." Because if I won't, you will say lots of things that I don't want to hear. You will ask me to say or explain something that makes me not okay. How can I even explain it to you when I can't even explain it to myself?

It's annoying when you demand me to "talk about it" when I really don't wanna talk about it. It makes me uncomfortable... So please... Never call me cold hearted, bitter, and a loner.

Words are not enough for me to get this thing off my chest.

Words are not enough for me to explain to you why I chose to push everyone away.

Words are never going to be enough for me...

There are a lot of things that people say, but they never even mean. And there are a lot of things that people don't say, but they really mean it... The stories that I share to you are always incomplete. I didn't lie. What I said was true, but it was not complete...

Never say that you've understand me, I can't put the entire story in words, so please read my mind. Ay, wait! You can't. That is why you don't understand me and you never will.

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