The Knight In Shining Skirt

Friday @ School!! ft. Iligan Medical Center College - Basic Education Department This is slightly like a day in my shoes kind of blog, but only a few parts are showed. In IMCCBED(Iligan Medical Center College - Basic Education Department), everyday before we start our classes, we have our flag raising ceremony, and I was so glad that I wasn't late this morning, Haha! I know I'm not the only one at IMCCBED who hates going to the prefect because of a bad reason. So, after that BOOM! Classes begin, but today, we spent our first period conducting a symposium with the 7th graders. My brother is in this class, and it took me 15 minutes to realize he was in front of me. Wow, what kind of sister am I? It was a great experience, and to be honest, I didn't expect them to be really behave. I expected them to be loud, but in the end, it was our section that was slightly loud in the back. AMAZING? After that, we asked them to write their own u...

 No Face ft. Snaps of Photos WARNING: This blog is less on words and more on photos.(I had a hard time explaining.) Some people have noticed that I usually post photos of me without a face. Some of them thought that I don't like my own face and they would compliment me about my face. Well, to be honest, sometimes I don't like my face, but that doesn't mean I feel ugly or something. And sometimes I am not in the mood to do a little smiling or any facial expression. I do not express much using my face, I express through other things like in poetry, art, and music. The photos I post can be cropped, some can also be edited like having stickers or scribbles in the face. And there are also photos that I just cover my face with my hands or maybe some object. Each and every picture says a lot. And my picture says a lot more on other things than my face. The less you reveal, the more people can wonder, and I like it that way. Hahaha...

Self-harm. I admit, I've done it. It is because I always hated myself, I thought I wasn't good enough for anything in this world. I thought that there was nothing special about me. Because that is what some people said and made me feel. They used me, fooled me, played my emotions and thoughts, and underestimated me. Some of them attached a lot of negative labels on my image. I believed every word they said about me... Which was wrong. Every word was a lie. I finally met the people who motivated me and never gave up on me. I never thought that I'd be close to people like them, but I think it is God's will that I am now surrounded with people who will always be there for me when I forget who I am and my worth. They made me realized that I am not made up of the words that hurt me. I am more than what I think. I wanted to end my life, but they stopped me before I could even add another mark. Each cut, burn, and bruise that I gave to myself...

When we want something, we unconsciously become a little impatient. Okay, maybe some become really impatient, like, me. I'm the type of person who doesn't like "waiting", for me, it is a pain to wait on something to happen. I love to play the piano, I love it when I hear its melody, but it seems that I'm not really passionate enough when it comes to music. I've never really become a professional pianist because I wanted things to be easy. Which is wrong, because not everything great comes easy. Sometimes, we need to put a lot of effort in order to be the best. And there are times that "effort" is not enough. We also need to be patient and determine. Let's use love as an example in this topic. I wrote a poem about waiting for the right man, "everything beautiful comes with a wait, it doesn't matter if forever comes late. For this magical love, I believe forever is way above."(A quote from the poem I wrote.) Meaning, that love is an...

When people ask me, "What is your favorite day of the week?", my answer will always be "Sunday" which is a day with God. The rest are "Stressdays". A day that I would spend my time listening to lectures at School, or maybe doing an activity at School. I'm not complaining, I love School! But we can't forget the fact that the day ends with tired-panda-eyes. When I get home from School, I would be greeted by house chores! There is almost no time for myself, when I wake up in the morning, I would never have the "yay" feeling for choosing what to wear for School. A shirt and jeans matched with hackneyed sneakers would be fine, but isn't that way too boring? I don't know what your side is, but to me Fashion is suppose to be in my best friend. A quote by Nina Garcia, made me realize the "power" of accessories. It can either make or break a look. Few days ago, two people gave me this boring bracelets. ...